Schrei nach Liebe

NOTE: This is AGAINST self harm. (And the Title has nothing to do with the song from 'Ärzte', hm.)

I dunno.
It's a hard time for me atm...

I know, its hard to stop cutting... That's why i drew this picture.
Self Harm is NOT Attention seeking.
It's the last step before you kill yourself... try to forget the pain in your heart...    etc

This picture is inspired by a drawing from Kuraiko-Amiki
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But because she always helps me and gives me advice, i want to thank her.
You don't think: Eww, Haggard cut again, how pathetic.
You give me tipps (Butterfly project*) or try to make me smile.
Thank you >w<

I also told my mum my problems... she was a lil bit angry that i cut myself
but then she started to understand me. That's really nice of her.
It's a strange feeling when people help me...

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* Butterfly project = if you have the feeling that you want to cut yourself, you draw a butterfly on your arm. You are not allowed to wash the butterfly away. The Butterfly must be alive and if you cut, you kill him. If you reached that the Butterfly is gone without cutting or washing, you helped the butterfly to fly away- to life. Etc. And if it helps you you can write the Name from someone important under the butterfly.

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Spread the word! you're loved, you're important.

Thanks for Reading.

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Btw, i'm sorry because i'm inactive (AGAIN)
i just have internet for my handy and i'm very busy at school... and because of my health.
In a half year i have exam and it looks like i'm not cured yet.
i have the feeling that it get worse everyday.
Sometimes i just want to close my eyes and never wake up again.
A VERY hard time for me. But i don't want to go back to the hospital again vuv
blah blah
mep
sorry

oh and yes
i know
there are many mistakes
but i'm happy that i've got enough motivation for drawings like these x'DD
and i can't draw girls...women....whatever

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